Am extremely sorry for the delay
Out of nowhere, Tolu whispered softly ‘I get it that you’re scared… too scared to just let go and lose yourself… I get it that you fear being hurt.
I see the struggle in your eyes; you don’t want to seem weak so you hold back. Why, baby?’ How could he read her thoughts? She tried to speak but she found herself speechless. ‘I’m ready. I’m tired of holding back and losing out completely. I’m ready to take a chance and deal with the consequences.’ With a slight pause, he moved back just enough to be able to look into her eyes ‘Are you ready for me, Amaka?’
At that moment, she felt the last ounce of common sense slip away from her. She leaned forward and pulled him into a deep kiss introducing tongue like he would always cajole her to. Today, she needed no cajoling. She found herself leaning into him until there was no space between their bodies. She heard him groan when she moved herself away from the desk and onto his lap.
He deepened the kiss some more and she followed the lead. She couldn’t hear her thoughts anymore… with every kiss, she felt the need to get closer to Tolu so she kept moving against him.
Suddenly, she felt the urge to taste him so she pulled away from him, found his ear and sucked unto it without thinking.
She heard a groan so she bit it softly using her tongue to soften the bite. The next thing that she heard was a deep growl. Thinking she had hurt him, she pulled away and immediately opened up her eyes. ‘Are you okay? I’m sorry…. I…’ The words were swallowed in his rough kiss. There was an urgency to his kisses now… almost like he was moving towards something. He wasn’t gentle anymore… there were groans and noises and a lot of fondling.
The more he increased his pace, the faster she needed him to go. When he lifted her up until he was standing and he was fully supporting her weight on him, she wondered what he was planning to do. With her weight on him, he took a slow walk towards the door.
She was trying to hold onto him while returning his kisses and still hoping to figure out where he was headed. When she felt a solid support behind her back, she knew she was resting on the door. He stopped the kiss and she opened her eyes following his line of sight as he looked at the lock on his door.
As soon he made the move to lock the door, Amaka was pulled back to her senses. She remembered how she had walked into his office leaving the door open, not caring that anyone could have caught them in the act. She screeched at the thought of anyone seeing her in the throes of her passion. At that moment, all the lust had cleared from her eyes. When Tolu turned to continue the kiss, she turned away… focusing on gaining her breathing back.
He must’ve noticed what it meant, she felt him make the move to drop her so she turned back to him, placing her hand behind his head and looking deep into his eyes. ‘Please, let me stay with you this way for a few more seconds. Please.’ She saw a look pass through his face before he nodded and granted her wish. She put her arms around him and busied herself sniffing his shirt collar and his neck while he tried to steady his breath.
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